ok this is RIDICULOUS. simply ridiculous. i DONT mind promoting in my journal, at all, in fact i find it REALLY flattering, honestly i do. and i love to hear about new communities through promotions. new meaning ones that are new or ones im not in/havent heard about. but thats the key word. NEW. these communties have promoted in my journal more than once and i finally got pissed:
simply_radiant you promoted in here twice
pure_wish you promoted twice
sweetsexiiness you were all up in my journal twice
gorgeously_glam wudup your in here two times as well
rarebeauty....ok, im sorry but FOUR times. four. thats RIDICULOUS. many of them being in the SAME entry. i dont mean to bitch i REALLY dont, but TELL YOUR MEMBERS TO PAY ATTENTION BECAUSE THE PROMOTION ISNT ANY BETTER IF ITS IN HERE TWICE. I SEE THE FIRST ONE OK? THANKS. I DONT NEED TO SEE FOUR FUCKING PROMOTIONS IT MAKES ME NOT WANT TO JOIN.
as a matter of fact, i dont believe i joined any of those. im sorry but its fucking irritating. so if your promoting to me PLEASE make sure your community isnt already promoted. its getting fucking annoying.
i am back hopefully! i begged my mom to let me use her computer and she said i can when she doesnt need it, which isnt so often! phew, im glad! and i will start promoting now, so i dont get kicked out. and pretty gems...im about to go vote on a ton of new applicants. again i am SO sorry about that :)
well, i got a new job, thankfully. at macy's. $7 an hour. so thats really good. yea...
im so sick and tired of thinking about mike. SO SICK AND TIRED OF IT. its been THREE MONTHS. 3. come on, amanda. its time to get over it. the sad thing is, i was, i was well on my way. but then he just had to call me. had to tell me that he still loves me. if he didnt do that, id be just fine. perfectly fine.
i love u, i just, i feel like this is comin to an end, and its better for me to let it go now, then hold on and hurt u...wed'a ben better apart, really wanna work this out, but i dont think ur gonna change..tell me why i should stay in this relationship when im hurting baby, i aint happy baby..deep down u know its best for urself but u hate the thought of her being with someone else but u know that its over, u know that its through,let it burn...man i dont know wut im gonna do without my boo..im twisted cuz one side of me is telling me that i need to move on, on the other side i wanna break down and cry. when the feeling aint the same and ur body dont want to but u know that u gotta let it go...
omggggg....going horseback riding on sunday and *hes* gonna be there. im sooo nervous. wut am i gonna wear? i dont know what top to wear. but he might not go. hes going to a holloween party on saturday and might not be able to make it. im going to be so sad if i get all dressed up and he doesnt go. eblrbaerklwtrhrge
Sorry that updating seems to be such a rarity. I have been rather busy with doctor visits and such. Right now I'm watching Degrassi and getting ready to load the dishwasher. Cool me. Um....I need friends!! Someone wanna be my friend?? Haha, I have a lot of communities, which I think I might end up dropping because they havent given me an accept or reject answer, which is rather irritating. Not stunningbeauty tho! Because they rock and actually pay attention to their community! Well, sorry it's been so long. I intend to post more often, not that anyone really reads this!!! Ah!
weLL ....t0day was *reaLLy* b0riin*. but then fiind me a day when i*m [[gr0unded]] that w0nt b b0riin*, riite? n0n exiistant, f0r sh0. i*m juss watchiin -degrassi- riite n0w. an epiis0de dat iive seen a miLLion tiimes, anyway. ii haven*t talked to j0sH yet t0day, makes me a lil* sad ): butt it*s aLLriite. that*s all th0. 0h, today was me and miike*s WOULD be 8 months. butt who*s countiin* riite?